I hate That

I hate you.

No that's not it,

I hate how much I don't hate you.

Yea that's the one

I hate loving you 

Maybe am still inlove with you

And I really hate the thought of that 

But I do 

I do miss you

I miss the touch of your hands

I miss the smell of your skin 

I miss ur lips ur kiss

Not that kiss I love that kiss I miss those kisses u give me instead of saying goodbye I love how ur lips touch mine and u just go without looking back leaving me smiling not understanding why

I love those 10 years long small kisses

Oh my god

10 years love it's been 10 years 

I knew almost half of my life

And you're not here

I hate that you're not here

After everything you did to me

After everything, I put you through

I don't blame you

But I still hate that you're not here

And it's all because of girl 

It's all because of guy 

It's always because of other people

But really it's us 

It's you 

It's me

It's me

It's because of me

It's because loving your best friend is the curse of eternity 

They warned us.

Every book 

Every movie

Every song 

They warned us 

But we didn't care we break the rules it's what we do 

Didn't know better didn't that the rules can break us

And I hate that 

I hate how broken we are

I hate knowing you're one text away one call one hello and I have no power to do it 

I hate that 

I hate seeinh you everywhere 

Everywhere I go, so I left where I was

Everything I open, so I closed everything

I hate seeing you every single place

So I left everywhere I shut down everything

And craweled back where I can never see you again hoping one day I'll forgert you

And I hate That 

I hate forgetting you

But I hate not to

And I didn't I couldn't cuz no matter how much I try I still see you when I close my eyes

I still hear you in my head

Nd when I take a deep breath I can swear right here Nd there 

And I hate that 

I wish I could say I mean that 

But I don't hate that 

I hate that am lying 

Cuz I don't hate that

I don't hate you 

I love you 

I've been in love with you since the day I heard ur Voice 10 years ago

I've been in love with you since the day you slept in my arms 6 years ago 

I've been inlove with you since the day you kissed me 2 years ago

And I'll be in love with you for as long as I can breath

And I hate that

No

I love that 

And I hate it, I do, I hate it cuz I lost my best friend 

I lost my true friend Nd probably the only girl I'll ever love 

I miss you there I said it 

I miss being with you 

I miss our talks, hugs, Nd every small stupid thing we do

I miss how u put me in a stupid situation with every cop u see Nd watch me embarrass myself

I miss having you in my Life 

Even if it doesn't mean having you 

And I hate that

I miss you 

I just do.

I wish I can tell you this someday 

I wish I get my best friend back one day

I wish you be happy even if am not around

And I really really hate that.

-A Letter To Princess