The Rising (1st try)

chapter I:

       The Re-entering

It was a day like any other, everything was as normal as it gets and I was doing the same thing I’ve been doing the past few months, NOTHING, literally nothing just eat, sleep, play on my Xbox, go online for a bit then watch something on TV and the next day I do the same boring routine all over again, nothing ever changed. 

Up to the point of my life with the million thought and scenarios I analyze in my mind per second I knew that’s how my life it’s going to be like for the next 10 years probably forever even with crushed dreams and unfulfilled life, for some reason I honestly didn’t care or gave a second thought in to it.

You see a normal person would of been concerned and took a stand or a vow to change his life for the better and get up and actually do something worth it. Don’t get me wrong the thought did cross my mind but that’s all it did just crossed my mind, to be honest I didn’t really care that much, I somehow had an explainable  feeling that everything will be alright.

That night was a night of a full moon a red moon (a blood moon) to be specific, did I also mentioned it was my birthday, my 21^st birthday, Since then things just went down the hill nothing is the way it supposed to be that very same day phone screen got shattered to pieces, trust me when I say this there’s no pain you’ll ever feel compared to what I witnessed and darling that was only the beginning.

Since then I had no pleasure going out, and my social life slowly vaporized first then my Tumblr get less and less active, my twitter died of luck of tweeting obviously and my Facebook well u can guess what happened. Basically I lost contact with almost everyone I know even the ones I didn’t, my life really sucked for a while. 

We a can safely determine that it’s the beginning of the very end.

It’s been a little over three months since “the incident” and no major change happened just the same bad luck the same stupid problems that appears out of nowhere except for one tiny little thing my brain processing power turned from an 70's computer to a super futuristic one with a photon processor, I mean I just could remember everything that happened to me from the second I opened my eyes AT MY BIRTH literally everything I ever heard, seen, smelled or just touched even. Also its analyzing capacity just went to hyper speed, let me put it like this I understood MATH, math I said were before I only knew π=3,14. 

But I don’t know if you know this about me but am not the caring type, I just said “okay, okay so this is odd …, I’ll just sleep it off and see what tomorrow brings.” 

And that’s exactly what I did.

Here, my friend, is where everything changes, where the end ends and rather the explainable starts, something I still to this very day can’t figure out, well maybe because it's still happening. 

Anyhow bear with me cause of to this point things just gets even more complicated, I’ll explain –remember that movie The Matrix (No. well then google it) were if they wanted to learn something the operator just download the data directly to their brain- well to some degree that's what happened to me when I went to sleep that day, only it was way more intense it didn’t just felt like my head was about to shatter to a gazillion pieces but also I had no control of my body, it’s like being in a coma but aware of everything that surrounds u and they’re using your body as a Football Ball, every inch of it suffered differently and the smell and the noise and the lights was just unbearable it’s like every existing thing is trying to kill you, I honestly for a second there thought I was dying and my soul was living my body except for one amazing thing was happening in the same time proved I wasn’t really dying but come on who can concentrate on one thing when you think and actually feel like dying. 

But still I did noticed it even though I was ‘dying In a way’ I did notice, see what happen was my brain was working faster than usual as I said before some sort of data downloading if I may say I mean alongside of all that pain the pounding in my head as well I wasn’t worried yes I thought I was dying but for some fucked up reason I wasn’t worry, obviously I didn’t want to die but i didn't have single worry cause you see what happened was literally a data download, at that second I knew everything literally everything, what was what is and what will be I knew things I didn’t know before knowledge not only so advanced but also impossible yet I know it I just knew all there is to know and a bit more and I don’t just knew how to solve equations or to build a plane No, well actually yes but not just that I think u can imagine how much stuff I knew, also knew things about the past about our history that I can’t see how I could possibly know it like how the pyramids came to be or how the Mayan disappear or where Atlantis went (I’ll give u a hint UP) or even the lost and forgotten and even undiscovered civilization I knew them like I was there at that time like I lived or watched them or something and all this is just a tip of a long big mountain.

I really thought I just either died or somehow achieved ascension -like the ancients in the series Star Gate if you know it (if not google it) - but let’s be serious for a second I really thought my experiment actually worked. I probably should of mention that I sometimes try stuff, like before I went to sleep I took a special pill of my own design it’s not drugs per say more like a Nero-stimulant to enhance my brain, I don’t really know how I come up with it or the exact dosage of every material I used but i did nonetheless and frankly as you know I don’t really care, it’s made of various pills based on Amphetamine which is a performance enhancement drug, I only mixed three different types together with some LSD a sniff of weed and a whole lots of Redbull I won’t bore you with the details but the dosage was perfect or so what I believed, am not like a drug addict or something, like I said I don’t know how or even why I did it and I’ve been taken them over a week now. I really thought I overdosed and that was the cause of it I am not a scientist after all. But when the shit hit the fens I knew exactly what I did how and why, but soon I found out the how and why I did what I did It was meant to relax me and give a moment of peace so I would let the changes occur and the procedure to finish, but a moment later all was gone I knew I knew it I just couldn’t remember it but I still do remember everything else the secret impossible knowledge that I had. 
My best guess it's the weed didn’t work like it supposed to not till the very end at least hens the pain and the discomfort, although the LSD worked exactly how it should I thing and this is me still guessing since it’s a Hallucinogenic Drug it opened my mind and pulled out my subconscious hens the multi thinking and the freaking out and finally to “la pièce de résistance” My homemade super pill or AVD as I call it which enhance my Nero sensitivity (=>the freaking out) and enhanced my Nero Synaptic transmitters and since it worked on both my conscious my subconscious and my brain and treating them as one am not a scientist so I’ll just say it kind activated my chakra and opened my third eye and kept it open making a direct link the genetic knowledge that’s hidden in the human brain. or even better as we all know we only have access to 10% of our brain power and this thing I did gave me access to well let’s just say way more than that well at least that’s what I could come up with am not saying that’s what happened but that’s what am going to stick with.

Any who back to the main event of the night, after that momentary relaxing moment I got hit by a train of information it felt like falling to the sun burning alive yet unable to die which sounded a lot like being in hell however my brain was in a whole other era I mean the things I became aware of even more then before it’s like the knowledge that exist is infinite no matter how much you learn the truth is you really know nothing which led me to think am in heaven, 
as u can see I had mix feelings about it.

I should probably mention that all that shit that happened it only lasted for a fragment of a second I mean it all started when I went to sleep and with that I mean the very second I closed my eyes in, and end it when I opened it that same second. basically I just spent hours more like days both suffering and learning more dying and re-birthing in one blink of an eye which could explain why I couldn’t move, best guess is time stopped shit happened then worked again, am not saying that make sense but that’s all I could come up with.

It Finally Ended. the pain it stopped, and I was terrified of what just happened I mean I just died and comeback with the knowledge of the gods, well that what I led myself to believe that or my experiment worked either way it still didn’t really make sense nonetheless am glad it’s over, so since am freaking out silently what’s better than food to calm the heck out of me and that’s what I did, although I better be saying that I ate like a pig like someone never tasted food before I literally ate everything there is to eat and drink everything there is to drink. And I only noticed how much I ate only a few minutes later but I truly didn’t care as usual, I just walked around the house like a dog spinning in his bed, like I never been here before then I went and took a shower a really cold long one and that’s the first time in my whole forsaken day where I didn’t thought of anything at all just stand there staring at the wall I don’t recall how much time I spent there but all I could remember is I get up and went to bed and slept naked and soaking wet. I slept approximately for 72 hours straight, it's weird that no one noticed but then again its better this way I think.
On the other hand when I woke up I was literally drowning in happiness and very much awake I mean I usually like wake up tired and barely can walk but for some reason I woke up ready for war or something anyway for that few moments of awareness my mind was completely blank for a while I had no idea what’s going on but one thing i was sure of it's that I was so damn hungry so I had to pause my freaking out till I get something to eat and that I did then I took a shower AGAIN and like most people I started thinking and then I remembered all that happened and as u may already know this about me ..I just didn’t care, I just finished my shower and headed to my room sat down on my bed pointed my head a bit Up and screamed: “WHAT THE FUCK JUST HAPPENED?” and I literally Froze in the spot for about 5 minutes or so and for some reason I got really hungry AGAIN so I went to eat and I ate like this is the first time I tasted food in years even the water tasted better everything just become delicious and I ate everything left everything I could put my hand on. Finally after cleaning up the kitchen of FOOD, I went to put some clothe on, then I went out for a walk thinking about what happened and why and how … 
by the time I realized where I am  hours already passed and I was on the beach my first though was why did it took me 9 hours to get here it’s only 10 minutes away and 20 on the other way and then I started freaking out cause it took me 9 hours to get here, I just calmed myself down and thought maybe am slower than I think and head to the city and I didn't recognized any of the structure but by the time I realized where I am I almost past out cause I found out why it took me 9 hours to get here also how the hell did it took me 9 hours, 
it’s just not possible I mean am in morocco,  in Tetouan, Martil to be specific, it’s really not possible I was in Bizerte Tunisia and I walked 9 hours to tetouan it’s just impossible I mean according to google maps it takes 1 day and 6 hours none stop by car and over 13 days none stop on foot, so HOW just how is it possible I was there and now am here I just don’t get it and how come I didn’t notice at least not till I got here??? 
I was literally freaking out in the middle on the street just looking left and right just unable to comprehend what just happened.

Then this girl approached me she kind of had the same look of doubt and hesitation or something she come to me and asked me what’s wrong and obviously I couldn’t talk not just cause she was so damn beautiful but also I was overwhelmed so I was just standing there staring at her like an idiot saying nothing till she put her hand on my shoulders shake me and said “dude your okay?” I gave her a weird look and said” yea yea I just... Just don’t know who I am”, I honestly don’t know why I said that it just come up I guess at that time I really didn’t know who I was or couldn’t remember probably from the shock or something but she just looked at me and I could swear I saw her smiling like it’s exactly what she wanted to hear which is really creepy but then again for some messed up reason I liked it and I don’t know how to explain this but when she looked at me and smiled I swear at that moment at that very second  I forgot all my troubles literally everything that was going on and for a heavenly hour I had no worry in the world and I was happy for no apparent reason, anyhow I snapped out of it and for some reason I smiled back I honestly had no control of it it’s like my mouth had a mind of its own  some kind of reflex I guess, so she said to me with a smile stuck on her face :” you honestly don’t know who you are?” so I replied back in some kind of hesitation : “yes I don’t, well actually I do kind of…, it’s complicated.” So she asked in some sort of happy worried troubled kind of face:  ” well do u or don’t you?” I said in a passive aggressive tone:” come hit me and be done with it” she gave me this scary look like she’s about to kill me seriously she had a really terrifying look so I just said:” look I just don’t know how I got here or what’s happening I recollect bits and pieces and some really weird stuff I don’t even know what, beside I have no idea what day it is but I can tell u my name though its.. Hmm ...” she cut me off in hurry and yelled :” it’s Mickael isn’t it!” I replied in hyper freaked out face:” how the heck did you know that” but she didn’t reply she just looked at me with her kind eyes and goofy smile so I just drop it and said: “doesn’t matter either way I may know u and can’t remember” and she said with cutest face I’ve ever seen:” Nope.” And I just looked at her freaked out yet really curious and I just stared at her until she said:” so.. so myka who are you?” and I just kept on staring till she snapped at me clapping her hands in my face saying:” Yo what’s up?” and that’s when I got this Sherlock Holmes kind of look and said:” well that’s the point, isn't it? I don’t know what is up and what is down or any direction for that matter, for starters what is this place where am I? And look it's noon what happened to time? it was morning a second ago, or was it dawn … and tun tun Tunisia what’s Tunisia sounds familiar it’s playing Ping-Pong n my head going Tunisia coming Bizerte oh it’s a city no country thing it’s where I used to live, No it’s where I live, why are u looking at me like that? And what’s that do I have a hair on my mouth (put hands on mouth) OMG I have hair on my face.. Oh oh I have a beard does it look good? Oh no am old (sad face) I lost my youth years, come on tell me the truth how bad is it? (Suddenly a breeze blow my hair-shakes head) what’s that? Ahhh am a girl (in very freaked out high voice tone) wait I have a beard oh ohhh am a bearded women (puts hands on hips and looks down) no am definitely a man (then freak-out and say) holy fuck am naked where’s my pants and all my clothes for that matter, okay okay deep breath deep breath, the bright side look at that beast ... I really do have a killer abs wait since when do i have abs..” and even though I was standing in a public area naked and with a girl standing in front of me I just kept going on and on about everything and nothing really I mean if I saw me then I’d say that guy a certified mental case but thank god I wasn’t anyhow while I was blabbing nonsense and walking naked in circles around her and myself like the earth around the sun and the weird part is that she just stood there looking at me with a goofy kind of cute smile I mean come on who is this girl, a sane person would of either run away or call the cops on me but she did nothing, she just stared at my craziness until finally she slapped my head of and said :” dude, chill .. here” and gave me her jacket, so obviously I took it to cover up and then I looked at her with a serious face saying:”

• Why are you still here? Don’t get me wrong I appreciate you being here for me I guess but honestly why and how come you’re not freaking out nor run away and why are you smiling
• What’s with all these questions, Do u want me to leave? is that it?
• Am just curious ... honestly a normal person would have just walked away but you .. you just stood there smiling.
• Well I don’t know ..honestly i don't .. I just have this vibe about you, a good one I don’t know how else to explain it. also there’s something very familiar about you or it could just be those kind blue eyes of yours and…
• My what now..??
• Your eyes… they are blue don’t tell me u didn’t know that..
• Look your either ***** or I really don’t know how I look which I do, so wear your glasses, oh I used to wear glasses where’s my glasses?
• 1^st of all I don’t wear glasses, and you do have blue eyes. 2^nd dude you have no clothe.
• Point taken, and seriously .. okay what else don’t I know about myself?
• Well you know you blue eyes love the beard By the way and you have a bit messy smooth hair but I like it it suits you perfectly and those abs oh god look at that beauty there and yea that’s about it I guess.
• Okay I know now why you didn’t run away, I guess I should cause obviously am none of what you just said I don’t have blue eyes my beard I don’t even remember having one and my hair I mean I love it and all but if I recall correctly I had a friend call it and I quote “cheveux de me3za, Mr. 3agoun” I don’t know what last part means though but obviously not good.
•  Again you’re naked and she or he is wrong Mr. and yea you don’t want to know what that means.
• Okay crazy head whatever you say
• 1^st of all you starting to remember, that’s so cool…
• I know right, but barely it’s still a bit foggy...
• AM NOT FINISHED.
• Yes Ma’am Sorry, Continue
• Like I was saying, you’re starting to remember.. Cool, and trust me you look amazing, naked but naturally gorgeous
• Huh!
• I mean you know your hair is awesome your eyes are as blue as the deep sea and those are some really killer abs.

While I was like not believing her cause I know myself, well I thought I knew myself cause what she described is definitely not me although when I was talking shit about her eyesight she opened her purse and for a second there I thought she’s going to pull a gun at me or at least pepper spray or something but she pulled a mirror and shoved it up face, so I grabbed her hand then took it of her or per say of my face and looked at myself and man I literally was shocked of the scenery I was like

•  OMG are you seeing this?
• Yea, why do you think I gave you the mirror? Am  right aren’t I?
• Holly shit those dogs really has no limits.
• Wait what?!
• The dogs they’re doing “it” in the middle of the street.
• What, that’s not why I gave you the mirror.
•  Really! Cause this is hilarious, but out of curiosity why did u gave me this pretty little thing 
• To look at yourself!.
• Why the hell well I do that
• Omg what the heck is wrong with you
• Well am naked, I don’t know where I am or how I got here…
• It was a fucking rhetorical question.
•  Oh!
• Just look in the mirror for god sake.
• Okay chill, you don’t have to shout
•  …
• Holly fuck whose that guy, he’s gorgeous, look at those eyes they’re like sapphire stones, and that’s really a rocker hair and the beard like a true Spartan. U know I’d go gay for him
• Dude that’s you.
•  Oh well in that case am so damn handsome. Why didn’t u say that from the start
• For fuck sake that’s what I’ve trying for the last hour
• You could just said so, you know something’s don’t need to try hard for u just say your handsome and I’ll be like thank you.
•  I did.
• Well I don’t remember so I guess we’ll never know would we.
• But... you... ahhh just never mind.
• Why so tense? You need to relax more, it’s not healthy you know
• Dude there’s really something wrong with you.
• Duh that’s what I was saying all along, quite frankly I think you’re out of your mind too and I don’t mean the forgetting, the seeing and saying stupid things but the fact that you’ve standing here for over two hours talking to a estranged dude whose obviously mentally insane or about too and all you do is stare and smile, mines that rage you have. So who’s the crazy here?
• Both.
• okay fair enough. So you know my name but I don’t know yours, doesn’t seem to be fair now does it?
• Ah well in that case it’s Maria, and if u didn’t notice already am half Spanish well quarter well it’s complicated.
• Isn’t always, and I love your name.
• Yea yea yea thanks, now shut up and follow me
•  And where are we going?
• Well u can’t look like that all day, I don’t mind it but people do so come on let’s get a cab.
• So where’re we heading?
• My cosine’s place, maybe he may have something that could fit you
• Okay sounds legit, is it far cause am getting cold
• Stop whining we’ll get there in about five minutes.
• Okay, But just to be clear and in the same page here, your taking a crazy guy u just met to  your home and that’s totally normal for you
• Well yea I guess
• Honestly you’re not even scared or worried a little
• Nope.
• What if I turned out to be like a killer or worst
• You don’t seem the type
• Okay now am a bit scared
• U should be, ahhh dude relax
• hmm okay... are we there yet?
• SHUT UP. .. god.
• okay...

*Don't judge me, she said that in a devilish look, trust me it was scary as fuck.
So i just stayed quite till we maid it, we get out, she paid the cab -Thank God-  because i didn't had any cash or clothe or anything for that matter so it maid sense.*

• Dude Who The Fuck are u talking too??
• You know, to the audience.
• what now??!!
• uhmm
• God, just follow me would ya.
• *salute pose.hand to the head* Yes Ma'am.
• jeez.

even though i literally seemed like a certified mental case, she still insisted on me going with her.

to be honest am a bit scared but then again i feel nothing i care about nothing and i know nothing what do i have to loose, so i just followed her.

so we went inside huge building u took the elevator all the way to 5th floor, and all that time i was walking few steps behind her not saying a single word kind of like a bodyguard, a naked one.

so we get to this apartment, if memory served me right it was apartment 3, she got in i didn't i stayed just in front of the door and she went straight for the room and then turned back and said:

• what are u doing?
• standing?
• i can c that.. GET IN.
• okay

and as i was walking straight to her she says:

• why were standing there why didn't you follow me in?
• i can't it's not my house.
• yea but i told u to follow me
• i couldn't go in, u didn't invite me in
• seriously!!
• isn't how it works
• NO i mean yes but  GOD just go sit there.
• yes Ma'am.
• Stop calling me that
• yes MaaaaMy lady
• just sit

so i went straight to the couch and just sat straight down calmly with no single move, seriously if you saw me then u'd say am a cyborg or something. so after 5 minutes or so she brought me some tight black jeans a gun's and roses T-shirt and a leather jacket, so i took 'em and i put them on, yes if you were wandering yes in front of her, what, nothing she's gonna see she didn't c before, but just to be clear she turned around. after i finished she looked at me and said "what now" and i told her to follow me for some reason i knew exactly where i suppose to go and what should i do, so we went out and walked out and then i looked at her and asked her to tell me who she is so she put her hand on my shoulders and that's where everything went black and i don't mean as she told me who she is i mean everything literally went dark.
i don't know what happen or how but all i know is one second later i wake up on my bed at home like all that I've been through never happened, like it was all but a dream, which doesn't make any sense because am a 100% sure it's not i can feel all that happen, for a minute there i though i lost my mind until i saw what i was wearing, i'll give u a hint G'n R and in black, yup i was wearing the clothe she gave me, i mean that's all the prove anyone would need except nothing make sense anymore because what happen 'happening' is IMPOSSIBLE yet it's happening but as you know me i tried to play it cool, and nor care nor think about it, after all i don't wanna end up in an asylum.

so just get out of bed went eat and hang out with some friends.

three months later school starts it's my freshmen year in an art college, i study painting well about to

and that's were things got interesting, you'd never guess who's my class mate, before i tell you my college is the best in Africa and it's international, so yea you guessed right  it's marry.

as i walked through the door i saw her but i didn't react cause come on it's been three months who would remember but i did and as u know i didn't care well tried at least i kept staring and i could swear she did too but i didn't had the courage to talk to her.
when the class was over, and as we had out she came after me and she put her hand on my shoulder and it felt like a lightning wave moved through my body and her's i saw the look in her eyes not only she felt it but we knew all that we forgot 'that little encounter that we had a while back' oh i didn't tell u this a week after what happened i totally forgot it ever happen like when u have a dream u remember it for awhile then it fades away, but when she touched me everything came back and to be more clear she didn't came after me cause she knew me but cause my guns 'n roses t'shirt and she loved it so she wanted to say hi and thank god she did.
but darling from this point on things get a bit if not extremely complicated.
so when that happened we just stood there in the classroom door staring at each other with no single movement like couple of statues until this cute girl shoves maria to my face and in my arms so i did what everyone would do pushed her back to that other rude but cute girl,
maria got a bit upset and said:

• Oyy stop it. -said maria angry
• sorry ma'am.*head down* replied me so obeying 
• I thought i told you to stop doing that. god your such an idiot -said maria angrier than a man who can't find his car keys
• Oh you two know each other, -said this confused girl - i saw him looking at u earlier i thought he had a crash on you so i thought i'll help him out, but am sorry -added the weirdo
• No we don't we just met. replied maria
• Well.... -i said just said there was no emotion there ''i swear there wasn't''
• shut up, -said to me angrier- look honey it's complicated and quite frankly we don't get it either so yea just never-mind add it addressing the weirdo
  then she pointed at me with her devilish eyes and said: -you follow me-
• hmm okay. -me said kind of a bit scared
• can i join u guys, please *puppy eyes* -the weirdo begged -well she said it nd sounded like she was begging so yea she begged
• No.said maria almost instantaneously. 
• sure. i said happy with a big smile
• ... -and that's when maria gave me a look that made all her other looks just looks seriously that girl is terribly scary 
• yay, the weirdo clapped in happiness.

                                                                                                                            To Be Continued
                                                                                                                                        Stay tuned.